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Charm Machine

by Pastel Hell

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1.
If your life’s on fire Then you don’t need warmth I got a funny one for ya I was never in love You see it’s fools that play these foolish games then they come around cryin After seeing that big ol bill of goods From the highest mount in Zion Oh I just can’t I can’t even look you In those brutal brown eyes Anymore Courbet could paint you the marigold light On the whore The wounded man & his sword If your life’s on fire Then you don’t need warmth Your throat is a coil of coal Where your lies await birth See it’s fools that sing For the love of song I’m always catchin em cryin After every single sun goes down Like it’s never Comin back again I just can’t I can’t even thank you For these measly loose alms Though I’m poor The truth does outrank you No matter what you choose To ignore The wounded man & his sword Picture us A bit of dancing As our cats meow We move so slow That we could crystallize Before any goodbyes Are owed Oh just your luck It’s me again you found At the end of the road Fumbling matchless Biting my last smoke Waiting for the goodbye I’m owed
2.
It’s all gone & it’s beautiful I am cradled away from sin Warm, without defense The way I’d hold a friend Honey it’s nothing new Just clear now what’s always been Grateful for my shadow A pleasure, the dance we borrowed Oh if you wake up shocked My love that’s on you I no longer seek answers All the colors cancel to blue I’m not your one true One true love I’m not sure anyone’s anyones’ Heaven can be so hard Shivered shoulders toward the cross Maybe I missed your magic Always making my next move Maybe my wisher’s wish Is just wasted Wasted On you All I wish to keep Is a chance for myself One horizon to believe in Until the next dinner bell Dance for the flame And wait to be purged there White horse, Red horse, Black horse, Pale The morning star hung, motherless The bright bastard as witness While the drowning sailors flail
3.
I know you’ve come to collect I don’t want it free And I don’t want it easy Always ends up lonely like that Flip your cross & color your hair & quiet the Brighton baby She cries too much for me One more one more His thirst is at his core, darling Satisfied by nothing less Than the request for a reprieve Flip the switch & braid my hair & quiet your biting mind That heart’s lonely on its sleeve So lonely that I forget I don’t care I don’t care About you anymore Hurts these days To look around The good ones came & went Summer sings A damaged sound Now she’s my only friend You just can’t do nothin Too bad to her She don’t even want respect It’s like she was born With hands wrapped around her neck I know you’ve come to collect apologies & just shy of 10 g’s I always meant to pay you back I don’t mean to be rude But the moon stays blue Until thine eyes can see The only one who knew how to change my attitude
4.
I can’t Carry mine No not one more mile For these false prophet days I don’t wanna Give credit to ya If I do not have to All the unwilling change No, you don’t matter
 Hey, but neither do I There are always people laughing At the things that make me cry I can’t Carry mine No not one more mile For these false prophet days They don’t like it When you find for yourself A reason to cheers With no expectation
5.
/// Got your kicks so far (But) don’t be late His grip feels like fire Don’t be late /// The hope it tolerates you now But even the best get found out The masque that you staged unspools The last call light Can be so cruel Our sickness thrives in silence But moves like spring Toward a bloom A metal musk Pervades & I believe That I can taste your hate Taste your hate Nice of you To keep us in your thoughts If I can’t blame you Please tell me where to start Just deny until you die What of the white bread? & what of the rye? One by one We just can’t have no fun Up in America Land of the
. (gun) The soap It separates you now Between the clean & dirty-mouthed Aren’t there kids no more? In those quiet houses The privilege thrives in silence Did you blow through Your allowance? Call a spade a spade I can taste your hate Tastes like lead Nice of you To keep us in your prayers If I can’t blame you Please tell me where to stare Oh it’s the same dream every night In-Cel Santa, by computer light Polishing his .45 Five by five Ah ah ah stayin alive Up in Americay Land of the Gunslingers Frozen in fear Frozen in time Odds are you’ll find us In any randomly-chosen headline Let Rambo recline In the home of the depraved One day that red star will shatter On a day you saved for Jesus While we weary heathens battle on In search of the soil That shall receive us
6.
The one that wants you Carries your flowers I bought some too They’ve been dead for hours Been alone too long to learn All those days in Carolina They must still make you smile In your sad-eyed New York way Every rodeo clown in a puddle In the corner of your country house humdinger of a rumspringa babe Your obit will be above the fold— “Widowmaker with a heart of gold” Fuck em if they can’t take a joke I don’t mind This dark wasted hour I don’t even think the sun will know All my weaknesses Just give you power I can’t be angry When you do all my blow Your dark cloud is coming over And I don’t mind the rain I hope it stays for days The one I want to carry my child I knew who she was for a while... I don’t mind This dark wasted hour I don’t even think the sun will know All my weaknesses Just give you power I can’t be angry When you do all my blow Your dark cloud is coming over And I don’t mind the rain I hope it stays for days Now the cowboys are cryin They don’t like to lose the reins I hope you never change
7.
@ the Bar 03:38
I’m sat next to my least favorite fabulist And still It’s better than going home Each paint layer thick with an annual death wish Each sip A pitiful loan Too much salt & too much earth It’s nobody’s fault T’was a curse from birth Spines curled Hands folded Almost in prayer These reprobates Never miss a service here His voice is strong And he knows my name And I’m thinkin He might know my place too Each step toward the chance At the light or the love Is a stutter That leads to a bruise

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released November 15, 2023

Engineered & Mixed by Jeff Berner at Studio G in Brooklyn, NY
Mastered by Josh Bonati
Produced by Jeff Berner & Pastel Hell

Arranged by Will Raines, Alex Fox Tschan, & Pastel Hell
Additional Engineering by Will Raines

All songs written by Alex Fox Tschan

Pastel Hell is...
Nick Smeraski on drums
Will Raines on keys (& sneaky percussion)
Eric Adams on bass
Alex Fox Tschan on vocals & guitar

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During this recording we were in the process of losing our dear friend & collaborator Dan Bindschedler. As we were finishing this album the late great David Berman’s “Nights That Won’t Happen” was in heavy rotation. This album is dedicated to Dan & all the amazing nights that did happen. See you soon, Swiss Mister. You were a charm machine if I ever met one. You can find his beautiful music at bindschedler.bandcamp.com

Thanks for supporting us! We are a properly diy outfit. Every bit of love you send our way hits us directly. How it should be. Come see us live if you can! Best places to stay hip with us are IG @alexpastelhell & youtube.com/@pastelhell

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